Feeling Blue

I have been feeling rather down lately and I can't really understand why. Am I missing home or am I just personally lost?

We had the take-home exam last week and it was due today few hours ago - I didn't do it. I tried for several days to work on it and I tried to concentrate but I failed to make anything out of it. I didn't want to write something shallow just to submit something so it felt better to leave it. I haven't missed any lectures, seminars or any school work before this so I don't feel too bad about it. I suppose sometimes you just have to admit you can't do it.

I spent the yesterday walking around town; it was a gorgeous sunny Sunday afternoon and luckily there weren't too many people out. I visited two second hand shops I found online and then I walked at the sea side til I was utterly frozen. And in the evening a did a peer-review to my friend's exam paper and then I read a book I found from one of the second hand shops.

Today I still feel lost. It's not sunny and I don't feel very cheerful either. Usually when I feel blue I think I need to do things, keep myself so busy that the feelings couldn't reach my conscious but you know, maybe this time I should let just be. I'll feel blue for a little while and then hopefully the sunny spring will come and take all away.