Another week has started and I'm struggling to keep myself motivated with the school work. We don't actually have much school at the moment; in other words, we have one or two lectures a week and rest is about individual work at home or group work. Although I had problems with one of the groups I'm working in, the last week was a good week. And today we managed to have a really productive meeting and actually got our thesis statement done so now we just have to build our work around it.
Last Friday I went to a great party at my friend's place and had a such a lovely time there. But unfortunately Saturday was then my zombie-day and I didn't get anything done. Not feeling too guilty about it, I made up for it on Sunday; I was very productive and did the laundry, cleaned, organised and life felt already a lot better.
Yet, I feel very stressed at the moment. I have started having lot of doubts about many things and now I'm trying to build up a plan B which is quite hard and challenging. I would really like to settle somewhere but on the other hand, I don't want to settle here if I'm not sure this is really the best option for me. So I'm gonna wait and see but still be prepared for everything. It's just very hard to keep myself motivated with the life here and also be motivated to make a huge change at the same time.
And it's so cold here. I had already forgotten how horrible the wind can be during the winter; therefore, I really miss Switzerland and the gorgeous little Luzern. My fingers have been frozen for the whole day today and that makes the typing really difficult...
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